Saturday, December 11, 2010

When is a reversal not a reversal?

I feel better today.

I still can't write about half the stuff that matters to me. I'm still stuck in the same situation, (if I ever was stuck) but I feel different.

Yesterday I walked to Barton Springs. It is a natural spring that feeds a swimming pool and a spring (that should have been the water source for the city but never mind). It was sacred to the people from this area and I can see why.

I walked to the springs, put my hand in the water, thanked the water and took a sip. And today, I feel cleansed. That might sound crazy but it is the closest thing to a ceremony rooted in the land that I've been able to have here. And it matters.

More later.

Things are going to be ok.

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